Jab kabhi apni zindagi ke panne palat kar...
Jab kabhi apni zindagi ke panne palat kar dekhata hoon to yeh 03 pal yaad aate hai... tab lagta hai' koi to hai... kahin to koi hai...
Shirdi... Aisa lag raha tha ki main Shirdi ja nahi raha hoon... koi bula raha hai... khud ba khud aise circumtances bante gaye ki aisa lagne laga ki koi bula raha hai... Diwali time sab train mein reservation full tha... fir bhi mujhe reservation easily mil gaya... jab reservation chart dekha to ek nai baat nikali... maine apna ticket sleeper mein karwaya tha... parantu reservation chart mein change kar mujhe 3rd AC mein kar diya... Maine payment sleeper ka kiya par anand 3rd AC ka uthaya... Train mein bhi Shirdi jaane wali ek family mil gai... jo mujhe easily apne saath Shirdi le gaye... Hotel dilwa diya... warna single ko Shirdi mein jaldi koi hotel nahi deta... unhone hi darshan karwane mein help ki... sab kuch apne aap hota hi ja raha tha... jaise koi purv hi yojana bani ho... Wahan par mujhe ek baba dikhe... Sai baba ki veshbhusha mein... hum dono ek dusare ko dekhkar mushkuraye... maine mann hi mann unko pranam kiya... aur aage badh gaya...fhir jaise hi maine peeche mudhar dekha woh mujhe nahi dikhe... maine dhundhana bhi chaha fhir bhi woh kahi nahi dikhe... yeh mera veham ho sakta hai... main Shirdi se Nasik jana chah raha tha.. fir Nasik se wapas..... magar ja hi nahi pa raha tha... jaise koi rok raha ho.. anyatha mujhe haar manni padi... Hotel mein main kitna jyada Sai Baba par gussa ho raha tha... magar wapas mujhe Nasik se Shirdi aana pada... fir maine Next morning ' bhi Sai Baba ke darshan kiya... fir wapas prasthan kiya... Maine un veshbhusha wale Baba ko fhir dhundha... par woh mujhe nahi mile...
Firbhi jis condition, circumtances mein Shirdi jaana hua... mujhe laga ki koi bula raha hai mujhe...
2. Shani Mandir... Baat un dino ki hai jab main apne mohabbat ke liye pagal sa tha... Bahut rota tha... Baithe-baithe hi apne aap aankhon mein aansoo aa jaate the... fir main haar kar raat mein Shani mandir jaata tha aur Shani Dev se apni galtiyon ki maafi mangata tha... mere sabhi purv janam ki galtiyon aur papon ko maaf kar do... us samay main aur sirf shani dev ki murti hoti thi... main usse hi baatein kiya karta tha... un dino maa ki tabiyat bhi kharab hone lagi thi... bhai bhi ghar chhod- kar chala gaya tha...shee ki marriage ka card bhi .ghar aa gaya tha... anyway... sab kuch galat hi galat, bura hi bura ho raha tha...
Us din jab mein Shani mandir mein Shani Dev par dil ki bhadas nikal raha tha... Tabhi ek aadmi aakar mujhpar krodhit hokar bolta hai... tum kyon roj raat yahan aa jaate ho... jao yahan se jao... chale jao... yahan mat aaya karo... maine uske kandhe par haath rakh... uska bhav purvak aadar kiya.. woh bola.....yeh koi samay hai aane ka... yahan mat aaya karo... jao chale jao... yahan se jao.... Woh aadmi kahan se aaya aur kyon aakar usne mujhe krodh se bola... nahi pata... woh aadmi kabhi mujhe mandir ke pass ya mandir mein nahi dikha... waise Shani ,mandir- mere ghar ke pass hi hai, fir bhi woh aadmi nahi dikha.... Mujhe aisa laga ki Shani Dev mujhe koi sanket dena chah rahe hai... Warna koi bhi anjaan aadmi kisi par kyon krodhit hoga, woh bhi mandir aane par....
Anyway, uske baad main Shani mandir nahi gaya...
3. Main ghar ki chokhat par bahar zameen par so raha tha... garmi ke din the.... woh bhi bina baniyaan ke... aur mere sar ke upper ek fhan fhelaye saanp tha... usne mujhe koie bhi chhati nahi pahuchai.... main aaram se mast so raha tha....
Jab Maa ne dekha to unke mooh se to aawaz hi nahi nikal rahi thi... kisi tarah unhone mera pair hilakar mujhe uthaya... main bhi us fhan fhelaye naag ko dekh kar darr gaya... Us naag ke mooh mein ek medhak tha... jo uska aahar bana hua tha... Anyway... Us medhak ki meharbani samjhe ki usne apni jaan de dii taki naag mujhe koi bhi takleef na de sake... ya fir naag ka shukriya hi usne mujhe na chhua, na dank maara... na koi takleef di... main to mast hokar subah hi thandi thandi hawan aur zameen ki thandak ka maza lekar aaram se so raha tha...
Yeh teeno kahaniyaan meri zindagi ki ek dum kamal hi hai.... jab bhi inko sochata hoooon.... to lagta hai koi to hai...
Shirdi... Aisa lag raha tha ki main Shirdi ja nahi raha hoon... koi bula raha hai... khud ba khud aise circumtances bante gaye ki aisa lagne laga ki koi bula raha hai... Diwali time sab train mein reservation full tha... fir bhi mujhe reservation easily mil gaya... jab reservation chart dekha to ek nai baat nikali... maine apna ticket sleeper mein karwaya tha... parantu reservation chart mein change kar mujhe 3rd AC mein kar diya... Maine payment sleeper ka kiya par anand 3rd AC ka uthaya... Train mein bhi Shirdi jaane wali ek family mil gai... jo mujhe easily apne saath Shirdi le gaye... Hotel dilwa diya... warna single ko Shirdi mein jaldi koi hotel nahi deta... unhone hi darshan karwane mein help ki... sab kuch apne aap hota hi ja raha tha... jaise koi purv hi yojana bani ho... Wahan par mujhe ek baba dikhe... Sai baba ki veshbhusha mein... hum dono ek dusare ko dekhkar mushkuraye... maine mann hi mann unko pranam kiya... aur aage badh gaya...fhir jaise hi maine peeche mudhar dekha woh mujhe nahi dikhe... maine dhundhana bhi chaha fhir bhi woh kahi nahi dikhe... yeh mera veham ho sakta hai... main Shirdi se Nasik jana chah raha tha.. fir Nasik se wapas..... magar ja hi nahi pa raha tha... jaise koi rok raha ho.. anyatha mujhe haar manni padi... Hotel mein main kitna jyada Sai Baba par gussa ho raha tha... magar wapas mujhe Nasik se Shirdi aana pada... fir maine Next morning ' bhi Sai Baba ke darshan kiya... fir wapas prasthan kiya... Maine un veshbhusha wale Baba ko fhir dhundha... par woh mujhe nahi mile...
Firbhi jis condition, circumtances mein Shirdi jaana hua... mujhe laga ki koi bula raha hai mujhe...
2. Shani Mandir... Baat un dino ki hai jab main apne mohabbat ke liye pagal sa tha... Bahut rota tha... Baithe-baithe hi apne aap aankhon mein aansoo aa jaate the... fir main haar kar raat mein Shani mandir jaata tha aur Shani Dev se apni galtiyon ki maafi mangata tha... mere sabhi purv janam ki galtiyon aur papon ko maaf kar do... us samay main aur sirf shani dev ki murti hoti thi... main usse hi baatein kiya karta tha... un dino maa ki tabiyat bhi kharab hone lagi thi... bhai bhi ghar chhod- kar chala gaya tha...shee ki marriage ka card bhi .ghar aa gaya tha... anyway... sab kuch galat hi galat, bura hi bura ho raha tha...
Us din jab mein Shani mandir mein Shani Dev par dil ki bhadas nikal raha tha... Tabhi ek aadmi aakar mujhpar krodhit hokar bolta hai... tum kyon roj raat yahan aa jaate ho... jao yahan se jao... chale jao... yahan mat aaya karo... maine uske kandhe par haath rakh... uska bhav purvak aadar kiya.. woh bola.....yeh koi samay hai aane ka... yahan mat aaya karo... jao chale jao... yahan se jao.... Woh aadmi kahan se aaya aur kyon aakar usne mujhe krodh se bola... nahi pata... woh aadmi kabhi mujhe mandir ke pass ya mandir mein nahi dikha... waise Shani ,mandir- mere ghar ke pass hi hai, fir bhi woh aadmi nahi dikha.... Mujhe aisa laga ki Shani Dev mujhe koi sanket dena chah rahe hai... Warna koi bhi anjaan aadmi kisi par kyon krodhit hoga, woh bhi mandir aane par....
Anyway, uske baad main Shani mandir nahi gaya...
3. Main ghar ki chokhat par bahar zameen par so raha tha... garmi ke din the.... woh bhi bina baniyaan ke... aur mere sar ke upper ek fhan fhelaye saanp tha... usne mujhe koie bhi chhati nahi pahuchai.... main aaram se mast so raha tha....
Jab Maa ne dekha to unke mooh se to aawaz hi nahi nikal rahi thi... kisi tarah unhone mera pair hilakar mujhe uthaya... main bhi us fhan fhelaye naag ko dekh kar darr gaya... Us naag ke mooh mein ek medhak tha... jo uska aahar bana hua tha... Anyway... Us medhak ki meharbani samjhe ki usne apni jaan de dii taki naag mujhe koi bhi takleef na de sake... ya fir naag ka shukriya hi usne mujhe na chhua, na dank maara... na koi takleef di... main to mast hokar subah hi thandi thandi hawan aur zameen ki thandak ka maza lekar aaram se so raha tha...
Yeh teeno kahaniyaan meri zindagi ki ek dum kamal hi hai.... jab bhi inko sochata hoooon.... to lagta hai koi to hai...
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